TOGETHER (CHANHUN FANFICTION) EXO

DISCLAIMER: I DONT NOT OWN EXO , THE PAIRING IS ALSO BOTTOM CHANYEOL, IF YOU DONT LIKE PLEASE MOVE ON.

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Chanyeol Pov

Me and Sehun have been together for a long time, sometimes its hard to love someone when the world is always scrutinsing your every move but we make it work, we go on dates and we even formed a subunit, Sehun is talented and I want the whole world to know that, although it is hard for him to understand sometimes and its hard to convince him, we make it work.

I remember when he saw comments of him gaining weight online, he looked slim though but to him, fear took over, the days that came after where filled with dieting, low blood pressure because of not eating and that lead to him snapping at the most inappropriate time.

I want to give him everything and somehow I end up not being able, now I have to go to the military I worry. he says its ok and that he will be fine, but somehow I don't think I will be ok, no more warm body to warm me at night, someone to cuddle me to sleep, someone to kiss me softly when I come back home. someone to make music with, not to mention if I go now, he will go later, we will lose more than 3 years of our lives together, and that ispainful.

I write so many memos in the house, I know we will still be able to talk on the phone, but from personal experience, long distance relationships are not easy , throw in there the fact that one has to be in a military with certain rules, you know its harder that way.

tomorrow I will be going , I'm sitting on the chair and sehun is not yet back, I feel angry that he isn't here on my last day, just when I about to call him, the key pad is unlocked and the man I love comes in , with flowers and a bag in his hand, looking radiant and at that time , I want him to make love to me .

He looks up and smiles , he little smile , that is soft and hold so much meaning, that night we make love and enjoy our night together. Maybe just maybe we will survive.

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